It's a brand new day, Das Endzeit ist Nahe.

The closer you get to the conclusion of the story, do you feel excited? Or do you feel fearful of your own mortality?

This has always been a question that mankind has hated the answer to... Either you fear the fact that you are going to lose your life, or you have come to terms with it... and accepted it as an inevitability.

Even if you are still alive, you could be dead internally... more of an emotional phase than anything, but it could eventually lead to your mortality being subjected to you before you'd like it to be.

Some will try to keep their life as long as possible, some will accept the time when they know.

Of course... your death could very well be Pre-Ordained, and no matter when you die... it's your time.

Even if you were murdered, if you drowned, if you got into a car wreck... it would be your time.

And, if you believe the stories, you either wind up somehwere good, or somewhere bad.

And, if you don't believe them... then you supposedly just die.

I know that it seems like going to heaven would be a wonderful thing, life after death... in eternal peace.

Of course... there is only one true way to know, you must die... a saying that most of us know. "We learn best through our experiences."

You have to experience something, before you can fully understand and comprehend it.

As is the way of man... they think they can do it all before they really should even attempt it.

And, we have so many mind altering substances... that they increase that, make us stupid.

I may only be 18 years of age, but I believe that I can spout the wisdom of a full grown adult, at times.

I look at the world in a different light, a true light... a light that leaves nothing to be questioned, a light that brings forth the truth in the sub ject.

There is light, and dark. Killing, and living.

But, who's to say it's wrong? It's just like the battle of good and evil... Evil, may be what's right to you, and it's only considered evil by others.

It's as basic as finding something amusing, or thinking it was a stupid joke/action.

Either you like knock knock jokes, or you hate them.

Or, you simply don't care for them, the middleman in the equation.

There is love, there is hate, and there is indifference.

You never just feel anger towards someone, if they piss you off... you want them hurt, you hate them. Even if you don't fully recognize the emotions flowing through you, being processed by your mind.

Well, I will end this rant right here and now, I believe that my stomach is crying out for food... yet I have another hour before I may dine.

Adios

-Neiko.